Wow...it's been a long time since I've done a journal entry so I would like to update all one my life, my comics and...what ever else there is..

My Life:

Recently, I've been pretty much a stone-cold bitch to a lot of the people in my family. Reason, they were asses to begin with. I'm a person that not a lot of things bother me. Like never. Over the years I've had to deal with the shit my family's thrown at me because well, I'm the quote unquote good girl and always do what I'm told and don't let things bother me or get mad or anything. Basicly, I was a doll on a shelf for them. The first person on my list was my cousin. We were cool when we were kids but now, she's a total slut. There I said it. I mean, I love a good sexy dude as much as any hot blooded hormanal teenage girl would, but I don't make out with them just because I can. Plus, she' a rude spoiled brat and I told her that to her face. She started crying but really, I didn't give a damn. It just felt good to say it. And even then, she hasn't changed much. Acutally, she'd gotten worst, but I don't talk to her anymore so whatever. The next on the list was my bio-father. First of all, I live with my mom and my stepdad who's been there for me ever since before I could remember. Anyway, the bio-father, which I will refer to from now on as flordia because that's what I call him cause he's nothing more than a person in a state to me. Anyway, Florida use to send me letters in the mail since....april 2008 trying to talk with me and to get me to forgive him for being a bad father and what not. Well, it wasn't about me forgiving him but it was about him understanding that he will never be any father of mine as long as I live because he wasn't there to do the father things that I did with my step dad. He can't change that, I wanted him to stop. Finannly in like november 2008 I replied to him though email and told him how I felt and he had the nerve to get angry with me and call me disrespectful when he hasn't even earned that respect from me in the first place. I told him not to talk to me until he relived he will never be my father and I haven't talked to him since. Again, fine by me. After that, I just stopped taking shit from my family like doing art related projects at the last minute for them because I'm the only one with a lick of artist talent in the family. Like when my aunt wanted me to draw two three foot, on poster board, boxing men, ink and color then by the next day when she gave them too me at like 9 at night. I asked her when she needed them and she said yesterday. I just laughed and said, "No...when do you really need them. Cause that's not gonna work."

More on life. Me and Mr. Lust broke up in november but we stil hang out and stuff. I'm still attracted to him, but I think it's because I can't have him.

More on life. This Feburay I should be getting my letters from colleges if I got in or not. I'm soo nervous. I really wanna get into USC, Not the one in Cally, in SC or Clemson U. Really I wanna get into Clemson cause they have a great engerinering program and I wanna make fake body parts. I want the world to be one step closer to Ghost in the Shell. I love that show/movies.





Now my comics.

Boy, where do I start. Well, I've got three comics that are active/hiatus and another that is waiting on my dad to get an animation program so I can make it into a flash cartoon. Now, Let's go comic by comic for updates.

Natural Selection
Well, I don't know what to say about that one. First it was full ink, then charol and now it's full color. It changes so much because I just can't seem to get everything down pack. That and I noticed that Mel is a very, wimpy charcter. I want to toughen her up so She won't need Cal so much. I mean, he was a depth and she is just a slip of paper. Acutally, I noticed that with a lot of my girl characters. They are rather weak and boring compared to my guys. I mean, even my yaoi comic quote unquote uke has more depth than the girls. So I need to work on Mel some more before I finish. I mean, the main focus is her right?

Hearts in Knots
There's really nothing to say about this one. I just don't have the insparation to work on it. I even have the ending down packed where Sub-T, (Read about in on the comic site) goes away for good and ...some other stuff. Dont' wanna spoil the end. So...I just need someone to push me a little, but then again I need to start doing this on my own cause I love Gav and Taylor soo much.


Seven Years Bad Luck

Okay, this one is on hold till my graduation. One, cause this comic involves middle and high school and I can't write about something that I haven't fully finished. So, only four more months till Seven years comes off of it's break.


...Oh, I also have a story that I wanna work on, it's called "Pirate Journals" It's about a naval officer that sneaks on board the ship of some hard to catch pirates and calls in love with the captian who he learns after getting on the ship is a woman. I work on it every so often but I need to do some pirate research before I get the historal part of it right.




Well, I have nothing left to report that I can think of now. If I doo think of something I'll just write another joural


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